Feeling a Little Better

I am trying very hard to count my blessings today and not think so much on things lost. I am not perfect. I have been beating myself up a lot lately and it needs to stop. I am not the perfect wife, mom or anything for that matter. I am who I am and for the most part I do my best. I cannot do it all though. I want to, but it is not possible. I need to prioritize. I need to have a better relationship with my Heavenly Father. There are things I might not ever understand in this life and I am going to try to be okay with that. I feel the need to just stop and breath for awhile. I push myself so hard and then I usually crash equally as  hard which is what has happened, but I am grateful for the crash because it slows me down and makes me realize what is most important. I will count it all joy.

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  1. Robin ThomasMarch 29, 2011 at 7:13 AM

    My husband and I were talking about this very subject last night. I was telling him no matter what I am going to stop put so many tasks on my to do list daily. i need room to hear my own thoughts and be each day otherwise that critical voice actually gets louder. he said he thinks part of the key to happiness is knowing your limitations.

    I like that. Simple. clean.

    And those limitations change as we go through down or up times.

    I have a feeling you are actually doing much better than you tell yourself you are.

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